LEAD ME, STRAIGHT

Hmmm i have been thinking alot recently... It's not that i want to, but the circumstances and surroundings around me are forcing me to do so. Recently, everything seems to be back on track. School has been going on smoothly for approximately 2 weeks or so? I am getting use to school life, having to wake up 6 in the morning and turning in early at night. The only thing that i am proud of is that im keeping to my new year resolutions i set in class! I know.... It's only two weeks, but im certain that i can persevere. I can do it!!!!!!!

Chinese O Level results were released on Monday, a B3- not too bad, but not good as well. I wanted an A. I have to make a decision between retaking Chinese and drop Higher Chinese or.. accept B3. Not just that, im considering if i should drop double science to combine. Since the teachers have been saying that it will definitely be much easier to score. To me, it doesn't really make a difference becuz in the end, i will only choose one pure science to work on. I keep getting advices from others, but .....

Im really confuse. Im worried about making the wrong decisions. I don't want to regret in future. Any help?

Im going to type randomly from here onwards.

I have no idea what to get for my secret person! Luckily, secret santa revealing is postponed. Phew.

I love fruits they are my healthy snack!

Stop me from munching fattening snacks! I am going to go on a diet. It kills me to see my weight increasing wtf.

Thank you for your cinnamoroll pencil Madel, absolutely loving it!

Okay im done here, im off to catch my 9pm chnnl 55 show!

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I wanna hit the sacks now but i have to complete my work first. Horribly sad :(

WITHOUT YOU

East coast park to drink and eat last night( Chaotic!)// Haji lane for cny shopping(Disappointing)// Temasek Polytechnic for open house or rather some sorta "clubbing" party(DJ!)//

AN ANSWER

Left your t-shirt in my room, still smells of you

And the picture you hung on the door lay smashed

Picture perfect

Explains now, clearly nothing left but a memory

We only made out, you never kissed me

That's how I learned to hold back all feeling

Wait, please don't go

I won't stay

All these words on replay

I'm okay, It's alright

Good to know that your fine

Pretending everything is right

To make it better

I'll hide my make up smeared eyes

To show that I tried

Some how you have managed to get under my skin

More than anyone ever did

And if every hole makes a scar

And every scar marks its place

Then I will never live freely without your trace

And it'll never be fair

I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared

So I'll forget you, I'll wash your t-shirt

Kill the pillow and cut you out of pictures

Wait, please don't go

I won't stay

All these words on replay

I'm okay, It's alright

Good to know that your fine

Pretending everything is right

To make it better

I'll hide my make up smeared eyes

This drama sat shot gun

My eyes rained like autumn

Only the glove box knows

How the story goes

Now that this bandage is broken and the cuts left in open

I'll tell you just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting

Left your t-shirt in my room, still smells of you

And the picture you hung on the door lay smashed

Picture perfect

MOVE ON

I'm back for a proper post.

For the past week or so it has been really hectic. Had been staying out late and missing sleep. I'm kind of drained out.. Im falling ill, soon. No wait, i am. Fuck cough and sorethroat D: Im so not used to getting up early in the morning for school. It's seems so .... wrong. Nevertheless, i still have to accept the fact and adjust to school life. Sadly.

2008 went by so fast and it's over in a flash like lightning. A year which ive grown so much more mature. I learnt about many different issues in life as well as seen more of the real world. 2008's defnitely a year to remember. Today's the third day of the fresh year 2009. Im not sure if this will be a good start, and that it'll be a better year. But i believe no matter what lies ahead, it'll all go smooth and well. God bless me.

2009 Resolutions?!

• Stay focus and study fucking hard for O's
• Be filial
• Be responsible
• Learn to be more tolerant and have patience
• Lose weight slim down
• My hair to fucking grow long fast
• Have fun after O's (Hehe)
• Let go, start afresh
• Love?

FRESH START

I'll let the pictures do the talking, will be back to fill in words :)